So, I've been scouted for some reason. I personally don't know why, but...

Whoever did that, uh... Thank you? I'm just a little confused as to why I've been scouted in the first place.

I mean, I'm not even a good artist! Or at least I think I'm not.

I'm waking up to ash and dust

I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust

I'm breathing in the chemicals

*inhale*

*GoatScream.mp3*

So my Xbox one stopped working(Can't tell if it's a power brick or actual Xbox issue. I'm not a tech expert). Guess I can't get the Theanaga legs that's apparently in high demand over on PSO2: NGS for a while.

So, in this moment of gaminge draught, I've been replaying Minecraft for the 360. I wanted to go back to my much older worlds, buuut I guess they've been lost to time already. At least I have a wide-open world or two to build stuff in, with some stuff past me had already made(which, tbh, I think I was about to leave a phase when I made some of the things there).

As for the art side of things, I lack the motivation to draw shit atm, and Singularity(I wonder why I thought putting it up on Wattpad was a good idea...) is... Let's say, still in the works! But tbf, I feel like I should've paid attention in art class(Or at least, the important parts), and I feel like I should start doing something about how I even draw my drawings.

But what am I saying? I'll just say that on repeat, and never get anything done.

womp womp

Have I really been so inactive on this site? I mean, I've been on discord for GOD KNOWS HOW LONG, and I've been playing the hell out of Fallout 4(as I usually do). Why can't I do something more productive, like grind the hell out of Phantasy Star Online 2: New Genesis (which has a menu theme that sounds like a fucking news station's, lol), or redownload Halo MCC for the 5th time so I can play some custom games. Or replay the campaigns with interesting twists?

...man. I need a life and a way to awaken my inner Virgil, AKA my motivation. No wonder why the 1-year long break between high school and college is starting to suck.

I have a long list of things to do, and I can't get myself to finish them. But I HAVE to do them before I get into college by fall. That list in question being:

• Get back to writing things on the lore Google Doc I've been working on, and get to completing it. This is supposed to be top priority.
• Get my OC list in order. I have like 20 OCs, and I gotta start RPing as most of them more often.
• Play my other games more. Play less modded Fallout 4. Start trying new things in other games I've played before.
• Listen to new music. I heard a Touhou bullet hell isn't such a bad way to go.
• Draw more stuff. Probably a character idea, or just... oh. Even better. Maybe I'll start making free adopts on occasion? Who doesn't like free stuff, right? If I can't give all of my stuff the affection they need, someone else probably could.
• On that note, look for ways to improve on my art. I require suggestions.
• And finally? Keep thinking about what my dream game should be.

Yeeaaah...

I'd be a bit happier if I could get things done. I think I need help.

(Yes, I post one gif of Obi-wan Kenobi saying "Hello there" as a greeting on Discord. Even without images, I won't be any different here)

If we already met on another site (Deviantart, Twitter, Tumblr, Discord, etc), then surprise! I have come to carry my bags to Newgrounds, because Twitter's... well, Twitter.

I wanna dissociate myself from that site, hence why I'm moving here.

If we haven't met yet? Then I guess it's time we get to know each other.

That aside, I'm basically... three things at once. A gamer, an artist, and a roleplayer. Not sure if the third's a thing in a site like this, but that's mostly gonna be limited to Discord until further notice. I'm also not that good of an artist, so don't expect any god-tier creations.

And yes, I like shooters. HOWEVER, I usually go for the campaign or other PvE modes, because being one-shot by some guy who can 360° no-scope you across the map isn't fun for me. I also like some other games, but I don't usually play those as often. Then again, I've been playing a lot of Phantasy Star Online 2: New Genesis lately, and have started to sink into the "Fashion endgame" rabbithole, and just recreated one of my OCs for that game as of recent.

So... If you came to talk about Pokémon, Halo, Sonic, most ID software and/or Bethesda shooters, or anything between those lines? I might be able to listen?

Hell if I know. Even I am a mystery to myself.

Now, I also listen to music that ISN'T from video games. It's... mostly Breaking Benjamin and other bands that were around for longer than I have, plus some dubstep/electronic music. I have yet to find an alt-rock or other indie band that has music I can listen to, because I CRAVE breaking the intro-verse-chorus-verse-chorus-bridge-chorus×2 pattern.

So... Introductions aside? I have a few things to do so I can settle myself here...

1. Repost my art: So Newgrounds can be caught up with what I've drawn so far, I'll basically repost a handful of things. I have like 19 or so OCs, and I focus on drawing them a lot, so keep that in mind.
2. Get to know this site: This should've been #1, but... eh. Like an Azelf getting used to their new home, I'll have a look around. Talk to people, do something crazy with someone while I'm at. Actually DO something during my time on this site, for goodness sake.
3. Make my profile less appeasing to the human eye: Maybe I'll make a new legendary weapon in Fallout 4, and use that weapon's name and description as my profile background. I mean, if I can insult one site with a Fallout 4 weapon, I can compliment this site with another. I wonder what kind of gun Newgrounds would be...

As much as I want to be cryptic and mysterious, I think I'll start being more open about who and what I am too. Because being mysterious can only get you so far.

This is Yoshipea, and I hope you have a good morning, afternoon, or evening.